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I Cry ..
02:29 Mar 22 2010
Times Read: 482

Alone in a world that will never understand me

I cry.

I cry for all the children who arent normal or regular in a world of abnormaity.They will grow up different, strange and many... alone.

I cry.

I cry for all the witches who were burned at the stak and those who werent but lost everything that made them....human.

I cry.

I cry For all the vampires in the world who have to feed on others just to live. They will never again know the freedom of life.

I cry.

I cry for all the were being who have to deal with pain when they shift and the pain of knowing that some are only were in mind or in spirit. Never in body.

I cry.

I cry for all the mermaids in the seas or on land. Their hearts will grow cold if they let the calling of the sea overpower them. Never again to fall in love.

I cry.

I cry for all the fairies half and pure,for they will always be hunted and will never know the safety of a home or a life without people wanting fairy dust or a hint of pixy magic.

I cry.

I cry for the nightworld for they will never see the sunrise, or be free to do so. Forever hunted and never will they know true freedom, safety, or even happiness.

I cry.

I cry for the humans who will never understand but will judge and kill and think it right.

I cry.

I cry for the humans who will understand but will be in few, for they will be outcasted by their families, friends, and even loved ones.

Most will forever feel alone.

I cry.

And finally I cry for those of us that cry, cant cry or wont cry. We will forever be watching but few will ever do something about it. I wont sit here and continue too cry.

I do.

My Broken Love Poem
02:27 Mar 22 2010
Times Read: 483

Just like the thunder I hear far away, I hear your voice, to this very day.

My heart and soul broken again, you said you'll fix me but it was a lie, now I'm on the floor, broken in deny.

How did you fix it, by breaking me even more, I thought I couldnt be that broken, now I'm not so sure.

My heart cries out to you, the words my mouth cannot speak. I wish you'll understand. Please the hand you once reached out to me, reach out once again.

But you wont as I can see, you pull it away, no longer a friend. I feel like the thunder coming after the lighting.

I'm always there but too far way to ever catch you. I feel like a sad child, crying to herself,... not knowing, to young to know that u cant catch the wind.

I'm afraid to let the tears fall, for if they do they wont stop and even if I stand in the rain, tears are still tears.

Nothing more, nothing less. For all the tears I have not shed, my heart sure did, and no more warmth, no more happy,

just... beating... beating..... barly.

Just a beat, a beat, then when all else seems lost, I know that ur really gone...

a beat, a beat... then.....nothing.

My Random Poem
02:25 Mar 22 2010
Times Read: 484

I have heard the mermaid sing but never have they cried.

I wonder if their immortal or if they even die?



I have seen the mermaids swimming all of the 7 seas.

I wonder if one day they will swim up to me?



I have seen the mermans swimming oh wat a few.

I wonder how many shades of their tails which are blue.



I have seen the merppl in all of their splend and joy.

I even saw a preganant one I wonder girl or boy?



Oh what is this I have seen?

But I thought that only sirens did the killings.



There they are are the rocks and there is the ship I see.

Oh my god wat is next, this can not be!



Oh what is this I now see?

Is this what they call a frenzy?



Oh my god no more I can not bear th pain.

These arent the mermaids like the movies, they are not th same.



Oh my god is this the truth that only few can see.

But I've always wanted to be a mermaid, why show this to me?



Now you have seen what its like to be me, I am just a mermaid.

Always truthful, always belonging to the sea.

The Four Candles
02:24 Mar 22 2010
Times Read: 485

The Four Candles, Author Unknown



The Four Candles burned slowly.

Their Ambiance was so soft you

could hear them speak...



The first candle said, "I Am Peace, but these days, nobody

wants to keep me lit." Then Peace's flame slowly

diminishes and goes out completely.



The second candle says, "I Am Faith, but these days, I am

no longer indispensable." Then Faith's flame slowly

diminishes and goes out completely.



Sadly the third candle spoke, "I Am Love and I haven't the

strength to stay lit any longer."

"People put me aside and don't understand my

importance. They even forget to love those who are

nearest to them." And waiting no longer, Love goes out

completely.



Suddenly...A child enters the room and sees the three

candles no longer burning. The child begins to cry, "Why

are you not burning? You are supposed to stay lit until the

end."



Then the Fourth Candle spoke gently to the little boy,

"Don't be afraid, for I Am Hope, and while I still burn, we

can re-light the other candles."



With Shining eyes the child took the Candle of Hope and

lit the other three candles.



Never let the Flame of Hope go out of your life.

With Hope, no matter how bad things look and

are...Peace, Faith and Love can Shine Brightly in our lives.

Death of an Innocent
02:22 Mar 22 2010
Times Read: 487

* Plz dont drink & drive*



I went to a party, Mom,

I remembered what you said.

You told me not to drink, Mom,

So I drank soda instead.



I really felt proud inside, Mom,

The way you said I would.

I didn't drink and drive, Mom,

Even though the others said I should.



I know I did the right thing, Mom,

I know you are always right.

Now the party is finally ending, Mom,

As everyone is driving out of sight.



As I got into my car, Mom,

I knew I'd get home in one piece.

Because of the way you raised me,

So responsible and sweet.



I started to drive away, Mom,

But as I pulled out into the road,

The other car didn't see me, Mom,

And hit me like a load.



As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,

I hear the policeman say,

"The other guy is drunk," Mom,

And now I'm the one who will pay.



I'm lying here dying, Mom...

I wish you'd get here soon.

How could this happen to me, Mom?

My life just burst like a balloon.



There is blood all around me, Mom,

And most of it is mine.

I hear the medic say, Mom,

I'll die in a short time.



I just wanted to tell you, Mom,

I swear I didn't drink.

It was the others, Mom.

The others didn't think.



He was probably at the same party as I.

The only difference is, he drank

And I will die.



Why do people drink, Mom?

It can ruin your whole life.

I'm feeling sharp pains now.

Pains just like a knife.



The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,

And I don't think it's fair.

I'm lying here dying

And all he can do is stare.



Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.

Tell Daddy to be brave.

And when I go to heaven, Mom,

Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.



Someone should have told him, Mom,

Not to drink and drive.

If only they had told him, Mom,

I would still be alive.



My breath is getting shorter, Mom.

I'm becoming very scared.

Please don't cry for me, Mom.

When I needed you,

you were always there.



I have one last question, Mom.

Before I say good bye.

I didn't drink and drive,

So why am I the one to die?

Me
11:29 Mar 20 2010
Times Read: 491

Does it hurt you I can love another?

That even through all you've put me through..

I can still stand up and say... I dare to love!



Are you mad to see me with him..?

Knowing that you broke me so low, that

even know I'm stuggling to stand on ground..

ground that u always seem to soak with you

lies..hared..bitte ways.



You seem so cold at times it makes me wanna

puke... but at others..it amazes me..

like wow... how can anyone ..be..this..

this...this cold.



Do you rejoice in cuting my legs from under me?

Making me fall..making me useles... making me ..

in your book a nothing.



Well let me tell you!

Never wil I be a nothing..

never will I fail..

Never will I give up..

and never will I give in..

You dont and cant hurt me.



If I was to let you faze me... I wouldnt be Hope..

I wouldnt be strong..

I wouldnt be stubborn..

I wouldnt be caring..

I wouldnt be honest..

I wouldnt be a sister..

I wouldnt be a friend..

I wouldnt be a mother..

I wouldnt be a lover..

I wouldnt be ...me..

Through their eyes. A poem about depression.
11:24 Mar 20 2010
Times Read: 493

It feels like I'm in a crowd screaming, yelling,

crying... but no one can hear me for their all

deaf and mute.











Some days I'm on top of the world, Happy,

laughing, smiling.. & It'll be real.











While other days I feel as if the whole world

is on top of me. These days are more common

& I can honestly say I know how Atlas feels. To

have to carry the whole world on his shoulders.

Such a burden, such pain.













Now that I'm being heard it's like that mask I wear

all along is falling off. Bit by bit its falling & no

matter what I do I cant catch it. And I'm glad,

for now people can see my true face & that in

itself is worth the mask falling.













When your being heard that crowd looks &

turns to you. Offers you a hand & you go to

reach it. You'll notice that some hands are

old while others are new. The old hands were

reaching for you all along but you were blinded

by your pain to see it. So instead of dropping it

they held fast.













The young hands are recent. They see you.

They hear you. Yes you matter. Yes you

are ALIVE.











A few wise words from someone who been there and is starting to see the light and love. Dont worry if your there, its not over and it wont be for a while. I wish I can say it will get better but that would be lieing to you. It'll get worst before it gets better but you have to have faith that it will.. To see the light when your in a world of darkness and pain. Just hold on and open your eyes. No matter how many times you say your alone you not. Your just blind. Its time to open your eyes and see all those hands.

I'm a person.
11:23 Mar 20 2010
Times Read: 494










They took away our land, breaking their treaties, is the white man.

Back then our numbers were so large, now their so small. A once

proud people, are not so proud anymore. I seemed to have lost my

way, even my heritage, a hidden face. Even if I may not admit it,

my spirit has fallen from its high place. Who knew those times

would hurt my people so much, way back then, that we would

never be the same again.

I am a Native American.











How can you say I'm not wanted here due to my tongue? I

haven't even been on this earth long, what did I do? Is it wrong

wanting to better myself, have a better life? And if we do get in

you keep us under the ball and knife. I just wanna be free, you

all are, what about me?

I am Spanish.











Why must I choose one race, why cant I stay the same? Just

because I'm more than one, my race why shall it be tamed?

Why does it borther you so much that I'm different from thee?

So stop trying to change me, I'm just the way I'm supose to be.

I am Multiracial.















Why do you think we're best at working at stores of food? What;

isnt it possible for us to be as good as you? We have to be smart,

we have to be cool? Is this what our race tells you?

I am Chinese.











Why must you always confuse us; The chinese and we? We are

so different all around, what is it cant you see? We're mainly

known for our anime and manga that we draw, but we're smart,

we are equal, why is that all you saw?

I am Japanese.











Why does our race matter, your not effected its we. Here in

America its a melting pot, a place for you and me. So tear

your eyes from my color and instead look deep within. Who

we are as a person matters, not the color of our skin.

I am a Person.











































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I couldnt put ALL and EVERY diversity on here but i got some of the main ones in our Country. :) And I worked hard on this so plz no bitchy comments.